30 days of kink: Day 4

Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks?

There were so many hints.

  • My first memory of porn was a story about a teen and her mentor who pressured her to have sex with him.
  • When the internet first appeared, I spent hours in chat rooms exposing myself to older men and loving it.
  • At 16, an older man tried to pressure me to have sex.  I knew it was wrong, but I loved being convinced.
  • In college, I didn’t know what I wanted, but I kept asking him to tie me down.

I think I was lucky to have not ended up hurt or being shamed, but I was so confused.  I knew I needed something different, but I couldn’t figure out how to ask or where to look.

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