We are going to meet in person. We have made the plans. We can’t take them back. I am trying not to think of them.
And then the questions come…. I am already being needy…. I haven’t been this annoying since the last time…. I promised myself I wouldn’t be annoying again… I was in love. That sucked.
Lets try and reel this in….
Maybe I can look sane for a few years… until we have kids.. then he can’t leave…
He could still leave… He could always leave..