I had depression as a teen. It was a real struggle. But that’s not what this is about.
As I mentioned in normal, I had a guy tell me recently that he didn’t want play parties, orgies, or switching. He wanted a “normal wife”. That led to a bit of depression. The mind numbing kind that I haven’t had for years.
Also not the point.
The point is, when I got depressed last week, I didn’t want sex. It wasn’t surprising that I didn’t want sex. I was depressed but, that was two weeks ago. My sex drive is still down.
Camming seems to help but, I’m not able to get off in person. Even with really hot guys, in my favorite position, while they pull my hair, and bite my neck.