When I first started camming, it was weird to see myself online. I wasn’t used to my body. I didn’t see beauty just flaws.
Now, I catch myself in mirrors. Sometimes I think, “DAMN! I look hot!” (Other days, I wonder if I slept at all and remember who kept me up all night.)
Today, I sold my videos to 3 wonderful customers. Thanks for buying! With the 3rd buyer, I watched it myself. It’s still a bit odd to watch myself on tape. I can see the errors and abnormalities. How did I even get my arm to bend that way? Can an arm at that angle be flattering? Am I double jointed?
But people are enjoying it and that’s what matters.