Will it grow?

I run the pros and cons constantly.  I analyze my reactions and debate opinions.  There are a few cons.  They are really minor.

But most importantly, I am not in love.  He knows everything.  He is great in bed.  He is everything I could want and nothing I can think of is bad enough to not make him perfect.  But I don’t love him.

I want something … and I almost don’t remember it.  Once, in 10 or so relationships,  I didn’t question whether or not I loved him.  I was head over heals before I could wonder.  The rest of the times, I spent years waiting for love to grow and it never did.  I don’t want to wait again.

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