It was a costume party. I guess all kinky parties are kind of costume parties right? I dressed as a slutty vampire. Emphasis was on the slutty. I was scared as hell walking in. Trembling from the cold didn’t help. It’s hard being a slut in the winter. I stood silent for at least an hour and tried to take it in. I wanted to be a part of everything but didn’t know how. After a few hours, I found the courage and talked to a few people. I was too afraid to approach the attractive couples my age. They felt like the cool kids and I felt like I was in high school again.