After receiving some wonderful advice from all of you on my kinky friends post and from a special Dom in my life, I finally reached out to the guy on Fetlife.  It was terrifying.  It still is.

We went on a date.  It was vanilla but the underlying kink made it seem different.  We talked a little about fetishes.  We talked a lot about vanilla stuff.

Honestly, I am a hell of a lot more scared now.  I have had a Dom.  He was\ is amazing.  He knows everything about me.  He knows I cam.  He knows my fantasies.  He knows my weaknesses.  He knows every part of me and thinks I am worthwhile.

How will I ever get there with someone else?


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