This time, I want to find everything that my last Master gave me with all of my vanilla needs met as well. I want a husband and someone to father my kids. I want a dominant who knows my body like his own. I want someone who is dirty enough to make my insides squirm and thoughtful enough to take my kids to the park. I want stability and dreams that take us all over the world.
Now the big question is, where do I look? Do I start on a kinky site and weed through the men who’s kinks scare me and who are likely to push me way to far? Do I start on a regular site and watch their eyes get big as I reveal who I am? Do I try a munch and worry about not being into the lifestyle enough? Or do I date the vanilla way and calmly reveal my secrets as our trust grows?
Once again, I wish there were a road map to this crazy world!!