I have been in relationships since I lost my virginity. I was in a relationship for 3 years before I tasted freedom. I took a big gulp and the consequences hit hard.
I quickly found a boyfriend and followed him by another. Each boyfriend was closely followed by someone else. There was sometimes love but most guys were safe and that was what I wanted.
I am single now. I lust without shame and cam without a care. I am free to be myself with all of my unique desires. At night I miss being cuddled. I wonder about whether I can control myself. I worry about the consequences of freedom.