The first time, the pain was so sweet. It hurt but it hurt in a way that made my insides scream. It was not pain but something different. It buzzed instead of stinging.
This last time, it HURT. I wanted to move away. I didn’t like it. The strokes felt really hard. The caresses felt short. I got annoyed with counting. I wanted to safe word but I didn’t need to. I wasn’t in a lot of pain. I just didn’t feel like it anymore. I was tired and feeling bratty. I just wanted to be cuddled.
For the last week, I have wondered about that night. Do I not like pain anymore? But as I was writing it all down, I think I realized what happened. I was being bratty. I was sleepy. I had cum 5 times and I wanted to rest.
I think I like pain. I think I like it a lot…