You know that feeling that the relationship isn’t right but leaving hurts too much? How you would rather stay then deal with him being in pain? How you wish you could hurt for him?
I don’t want him to be alone but I want more for me.
Sometimes I wish he’d cheat so that I’d know he has someone. I want to find my replacement and tell her he’s a good guy. I want to clone myself so that he has someone to get him soup when he’s sick. I wish I knew that he wouldn’t grow old alone. No one deserves to be alone.
I know why others stay. I know why they cheat. I just wish I knew how to walk away…