My life has never led the way I expected but I have somehow always been given what I needed to make it. When it was time for the next step, I found myself ready. My history had already prepared me to get where I needed and although the past had seemed random, there had always been a reason.
My journey of sexual exploration has been much the same. I couldn’t have imagined being here in the beginning but as each step is taken, I realize my past prepared me for this too. I know that I am going to places that people might question. Is it moral to use my body in this way? Are men taking advantage of me? Am I taking advantage of them?
But somehow, I feel like I am being led. I feel like this too is a necessary step. What I am doing is where I need to go. It feels right.