I’ve always known I was a little bit different. I was 15 when I first performed on camera. I have always known that I was very sexual and a little different. It was no shock to me to stumble into fetlife, showforstars, and eventually chaturbate. It was more of a progression than a sudden revelation because I had grown up knowing I was a little kinky. Slowly, I have discovered how kinky.
Recently, I met a man who is seeing S\M relationships for the first time. I find it fascinating and wonderful that someone could be exposed to this world so suddenly and be enamored. I don’t know what it would be like for me to stumble on kink at my age. Would I be judgmental and scared or would I see it with the open eyes that I had at 15?