I spent 7 hours last night in a sex chat called show for stars. It was SO much fun! In the past, there have been a lot of rude or deceitful guys. Last night, everyone seemed to know me and want what I wanted. People were kind, dominating, funny, and I left feeling wonderful. I am still a bit high on all of it. It restored my faith in the kindness of people, my love for my body, and my lust for being dominated.
This morning, I was still reeling from the wonderful night as I tried to go about some house cleaning. I stumbled back into showforstars and noticed an adult wish list. Am I the only one that gets side tracked by their kinky brain? Next thing I know, I had picked out all of the fun things that I would like to model. I picked out slutty clothes that don’t fit the budget, fun dress up outfits to show off online, a remote controlled vibrator, a dildo (since guys on line keep asking me to use one), some clamps, some cute leggings, and so much more..
I might be quickly sliding into a life of debauchery.. or this might be normal for a girl learning about kink. Do I need to slow down? How will I ever get any work done with my kinky brain on overdrive?