After a frustrating night last night, I was not expecting play time to get any better. All I could think about was, “DON”T CUM! You are already on probation and the end will not get closer if you mess up now”. You add the fact that we are both going into work late, and I was not looking forward to the next 24 hours.
But, it is like my body or mind have gotten stronger and control seemed so much easier. I was truly enjoying myself at points knowing that I was still under control. It was unbelievably fun to take myself closer and closer knowing that I could reign in at any point.
And we got to do it all again this morning!!