Years ago, a man who I thought was perfect broke my heart. I made the decision that I wouldn’t settle for less again. My husband would be able to accept my crazy dreams, ready to start a family, interested in making the world a better place, loving, confident, open, accepting of my past, and someone who makes me better. This wonderful man wouldn’t show a propensity towards anger or a need to control me outside of the bedroom. He would most likely have blue eyes and be within 5 years of my age. My list might sound crazy.. but I had to get control of the heartbreak somehow.
Within the last 3 months, I have come to accept that I have always wanted to be submissive. I quickly concluded that I could have it all. That I could be a wife, a mother, and a submissive. I had my doubts. Finding a vanilla man is hard enough and I put a kink in it. (pun intended)
Then other people started putting words to my doubts. I have hardly had time to realize what I want and I already feel like it won’t come true. Is it crazy to want it all?
- 30 Days of Kink (thalialovett.wordpress.com)